Thursday, January 08, 2009

Crappah

I feel so useless,
I have no idea how to go about writing the Wednesday reading article reflection,
Much less the one for the Jap Trip.
I still hesitate to do things that can be easily done and should've been done long ago.

I feel so quiet,
Of all my years I think this month I have talked the least,
And I seriously dunno why,
Probably cause I'm sleepy,
Still turning in later than i should.

I feel so slow,
I take so long to think over something,
Even for simple maths questions and replying to someone

I feel so alone,
I seriously don't know how nor when to approach someone to talk to them,
Other than just suddenly popping in front of them and asking a random question.

I feel so unsatisfied with myself,
I think that I should be doing more than what I am doing,
Something like improving on things I have learnt.

I feel...