Thank goodness it's Friday,
This week was really a hectic affair,
Especially since I didn't finish up my English homework.
The stuff pretty much kept piling up,
Anyway I have like, 27 more newspaper articles,
6 picture discussions and 1 comprehension to redo.
Today and the day before was another day where the school was,
So kind as to fetch the willing parties to two of all the Polytechnic Open houses.
Anyway I didn't go for any of them.
Was tied up with stuff of sorts.
But even if I went,
I don't think it'd help in making a decision of where to go after "O" levels.
I mean, the choices keep branching out.
Like Polytechnic or Junior College,
And after that I'd have to decide on which of the Polys/JCs to go to.
Followed by what course/subject,
Plus,
At the same time you'll have to think in terms of what to do after going into that.
I'm really afraid of screwing up my life.
And I think that dying without achieving a dream is something really horrible.
The thing is, I really don't know what to do,
Don't where to go.
They always say that you should set your mind on something and plan towards that.
But without my destination,
I'm like a wandering plane with nowhere to land.
But if I don't land,
I'll run out of fuel, crash and burn.
Of course,
I'm not saying I'm the only person with this problem,
But eitherway it still feels better to talk about it,
Or rather, post.
Right now, people around me know very clearly what they're gonna do.
And I'm getting left behind in their dust,
It hurts whenever I feel like that.
But then again, SP has it's own Jamming Studio...
Edit in response to "Passerby"
And Ngee Ann has it's own Jamming Studio too....
